today i went to apply for a new job. blockbuster was one of them. you applied there too. back in may, i was going to apply there before old navy. but it never happened. i really hope you get the blockbuster job more so than i do, but at the same time i kind of want this job too. the guys that work at the one i applied at are so cool! not just in a really cool…”i’m so popular in school” cool…but just like nerdy cool. i can talk to these guys all day. i just don’t want you to be upset with me and if i did get the job and it really affected you that much, i won’t take it. i just think i’d like this more than the coles store and probably even hmv. but we will see. i just want to make sure you won’t be upset or mad or jealous. that’s the last thing i want.

so if it realllllly bothers you, i won’t take the job if it is offered okay? i love you so much to point where i would do anything for you baby. you just have to let me know okay?

okay…..let me know.

-k