you are the world to me, i hope you know that. every time i start thinking about something else it doesn’t take long before all my thoughts shift back to you because all i can ever think about is how amazing you are, how beautiful, how caring, how incredible a human being you are. mostly though, with being so far away, what i daydream about is touching you. what i want more than anything is just to be able to reach out and take your hand, to sit next to you and rest my head on your shoulder, to stand with your arms around me and kiss you in the sun. all these little things that i miss so much. not even the sex (although let’s be honest… i miss that a lot too haha) but just the little ways we touch each other, the ways we are close with our bodies. now we are close with our words, but i’m looking forward to coming back and having both our ability to communicate with each other and also the physical comfortableness between us.

i’d give up anything just to be with you, beautiful, and i mean that. it is worth it just to have you in my life. i can’t think of anything more important to me than you.

i can’t wait to come home to you.

-alex