I don’t know what you want me to do. I don’t intend to make you feel guilty but the truth is…you did leave. It’s hard enough that you are so far away and that I haven’t seen in you over a month, not to mention I won’t see you again for another 2 months…what am I supposed to do. Do you even want to be with me anymore? I feel like I am slowly being weeded out of your life. Even though this may not intentionally be so, I feel like it. Talking to you is all I have left and if I can’t even do that…what is there left? What’s the point? I knew there was something up. I noticed this because you used to always say “I love you” at the end of our conversations. Always. Then recently….i’d be the one doing it. Not you. I didn’t lie when I said I can read people well and I was right when something was up. You know I can’t even doing anything about this to be honest. No matter what I try to do and to contact you just because I miss you, I can’t even say hi or talk to you. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what you want. You want to build a new life there but the way you said things make I feel like I am in the way. I don’t know what you want me to do. And to be honest…I actually do feel hurt by it.