i hate it when we fight :( i’m sorry.

i know it’s already hard and it doesn’t help when i make it harder. i still always want to talk to you. sometimes i just really need to be alone and just because i’m physically alone doesn’t mean i really get time to be mentally alone, you know? sometimes i just need a little peace of mind so that i can chill out and be a better person afterwards. so that i’m not the kind of person who snaps or lashes out. and sometimes talking all the time just makes me miss you so much more because when we talk i’m even more aware of the fact that you’re so far away and it’s so long until i see you again and it’s just hard. i miss you, i just want you here.