we can’t talk often or when i get hesitant about what i can and can’t say to you or when i can say it. i know we are starting over and going slow it just sometimes i feel sad when i want to say /doing things but i become hesitant in saying/doing them. i want to send you random text messages you love that make you smile but i don’t know if i’m allowed do that right now. just a little while ago i had 3 random things i wanted to tell you but i held back texting because of the taking it slow thing we agreed on.

when i see you, i want to be able to hug you and kiss you knowing that you want me too. i want to be able to show you that affection that i have been holding in for so long. so please sweets. when and if i do it, don’t be taken back or become upset by my choice to, it’s been inside me for so long and i’ve been longing to let it out. and inside, i know you feel the same way too.

btw, are you going to put your necklace back on?? :(

i miss you so so so much. and i know that when i see you, i don’t think i can hold that affection in.

im just letting you know.  :)

i love you always.

-k